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All fanfiction, graphic, music, etc. posts are public. My personal entries are Friends Only. Comments on why you are friending me are appreciated, but not necessary.

May. 13th, 2016

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Because I'm bored and it's been forever since I updated this thingCollapse )

Feb. 15th, 2014

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Doing a revamp of my journal. My profile is old and outdated as well so thats getting some changes. My life has changed somewhat and this place needs to reflect it lol.

Oct. 9th, 2013


Fic - How To Heal A Broken Heart - Original Fiction

How To Heal A Broken Heart - Epilogue

Author: icegirl99

Rating: NC-17

Pairing: Mer/Joslyn

Category: Angst/Romance/Hurt/Comfort/Suspense/Drama

Spoilers: None

Warnings: Femslash sexual content, mature subject matter, possible slight medical kink

Summary: Mer, a third year medical student is a relationship with her doctor: Joslyn. But when things get complicated for Mer in school because of her past experience with child abuse, Mer shuts down emotionally. Joslyn tries to help her lover through the emotions she’s feeling, until one day, during Mer’s clinical with Joslyn, the hospital ends up on lockdown. Leaving both women to face the terrors and fears of both past and present.

A/N: Short, but a fitting ending in my opinion. This fic has been sitting here for a long time.

Epilogue: A Love for EternityCollapse )

May. 9th, 2011


Me asking for help looking for music

Hey guys, the internet connection that I'm forced to use isn't the greatest. I've been craving some Black Sabbath and Ozzy music but don't have any in any place that I can find on this computer or in my external hard drive. I was wondering if someone would be able to either upload or dig some up for me? If you can I'd most appreciate it.

Feb. 6th, 2011

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Valentine's Day Playlist for captjackspeanut

This mix consists of both happy and angst filled love songs. It also contains the darkest and sappiest love songs that I have. In the beginning I drew the inspiration from what I know of the Doctor Who universe, but as I went through the songs I realized I was pulling these songs from my feelings for a certain woman in my life and everything that she's done for me. You know who I am referring to. So you can look at this mix in two ways, as one for Doctor Who and one for my feelings towards my special girl. I hope you enjoy it love and I, of course, could have went on with the list but I figured this was enough songs. If you want more, I don't have a problem adding to it.

My Heart Is Yours - A Valentine's Day MixCollapse )

Oct. 8th, 2010

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Copied via quite a few other places.....not sure of the original source...

Originally posted by dr_is_in at Copied via quite a few other places.....not sure of the original source...
*I am the girl kicked out of her home because I confided in my mother that I am a lesbian.

*I am the person who is afraid of telling his loving Christian parents he loves another male.

*I am the prostitute working the streets because nobody will hire a transsexual woman.

*I am the sister who holds her gay brother tight through the painful, tear-filled nights.

*We are the parents who buried our daughter long before her time.

*I am the man who died alone in the hospital because they would not let my partner of twenty-seven years into the room.

*I am the foster child who wakes up with nightmares of being taken away from the two fathers who are the only loving family I have ever had. I wish they could adopt me.

*I am one of the lucky ones, I guess. I survived the attack that left me in a coma for three weeks, and in another year I will probably be able to walk again.

*I am not one of the lucky ones. I killed myself just weeks before graduating high school. It was simply too much to bear.

*We are the couple who had the realtor hang up on us when she found out we wanted to rent a one-bedroom for two men.

*I am the person who never knows which bathroom I should use if I want to avoid getting the management called on me.

*I am the mother who is not allowed to even visit the children I bore, nursed, and raised. The court says I am an unfit mother because I now live with another woman.

*I am the domestic-violence survivor who found the support system grow suddenly cold and distant when they found out my abusive partner is also a woman.

*I am the domestic-violence survivor who has no support system to turn to because I am male.

*I am the father who has never hugged his son because I grew up afraid to show affection to other men.

*I am the home-economics teacher who always wanted to teach gym until someone told me that only lesbians do that.

*I am the man who died when the paramedics stopped treating me as soon as they realized I was transsexual.

*I am the person who feels guilty because I think I could be a much better person if I did not have to always deal with society hating me.

*I am the man who stopped attending church, not because I don't believe, but because they closed their doors to my kind.

*I am the person who has to hide what this world needs most, love.

Re-post this if you believe homophobia/transphobia is wrong. Please do your part to end it.

Jun. 1st, 2010

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Fic - Need - Bella/Carlisle


Author: Mrs. Ronald Weasley
Rating: PG-13 or T
Pairing/s: Bella/Carlisle, past Edward/Bella
Category: Angst/Hurt/Comfort
Spoilers: New Moon
Warnings: None
Summary: Life. There are certain things in this world that one needs to survive. Bella learns about the simplest thing in life: love.
A/N: For my Twilight20 prompt: Need. Set during New Moon. A little longer than a drabble, sorry about the length, but I think it's more effective that way.

NeedCollapse )

May. 27th, 2010

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Fic - An Itch You Can't Scratch: An Alternate Ending - Bella/Carlisle

An Itch You Can’t Scratch: An Alternate Ending

Author: Mrs Ronald Weasley
Rating: NC-17
Pairing/s: Bella/Carlisle, mentions of Edward/Bella
Category: Angst/Hurt/Comfort
Spoilers: None
Warnings: Sexual content, medical kink, mature subject matter
Summary: Bella's dealing with some personal issues. Too embarrassed to tell anyone, she decides to go to see the doctor alone. However the doctor that walks in, is not who she expected.
A/N: This is what I had originally intended on writing. However, while I was writing the first version, it just seemed to flow that way. But yes, this one does contain smut. Also, this pretty much goes without saying, but if you haven’t read the first version, it might be a good idea before you do this one. It makes for less confusion on your part.

An Itch You Can't Scratch: An Alternate EndingCollapse )

May. 26th, 2010


Fic - An Itch You Can't Scratch - Bella/Carlisle

An Itch You Can’t Scratch

Author: Mrs Ronald Weasley
Rating: R
Pairing/s: Bella/Carlisle, mentions of Edward/Bella
Category: Humor
Spoilers: None
Warnings: Some sexual content, medical kink, mature subject matter
Summary: Bella’s dealing with some personal issues. Too embarrassed to tell anyone, she decides to go to see the doctor alone. However the doctor that walks in, is not who she expected.
A/N: Written for captjackspeanut, who wishes there was more medical kink out there. And yeah I know it’s been a while. I’ve been really busy with work. Anyway, I’m going to use this for my Twilight20 prompt: Temptation. It takes place somewhere between Eclipse and Breaking Dawn, slightly AU because if my mind serves me correctly, Bella did not live with the Cullens before Breaking Dawn. But I could be wrong. Oh, and don’t ask where the inspiration for this came from because honestly, it came from a mixture of an idea planted into my head from a friend and my own dirty thoughts. And obviously this is different from what I normally write, so I apologize now for the weirdness of it.

An Itch You Can't ScratchCollapse )

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